Hey, I need advice on something that is troubling my mind.
I broke up from my ex GF Sarah 3 months ago. I was in a relationship with Sarah for a year and 2 months. (Online yes, she lives in Tokyo)
I then left her for a real-touchable GF, which lasted for 2 months and I have feelings for a total different girl.
This girl is also online and she is very cool, we have good laughs on skype, mess around on web cam and dress up and cry of laughter for hours and hours. I have known her for a good 5 years and we met on Habbo. Hey name is Jess. Anyways, I have feel for her once before before Christmas 2006. I have recently told her my feelings about her and she felt the same way. We decided to 'go out' to see what it's like.. see what would change.. and she goes to camp on Friday for 2 weeks. (she lives in Germany)
Before she goes, we have to make a decision if we want to take things further or if things just seem to gay. I honestly don't know what to do.. I have feelings for her, but if we do go into a relationship, we won't ever be the same again... and when we split up.. we have lost everything including the friendship..
I don't know what to do.. whether to try and let these feelings die or actually make ago and put everything thing I have worked for for 5 years on the line..
I need help from somebody in this particular situation..
What did you do? What advice can you give me?
+REP to all.
(Yes, notice how I don't care if she is in Germany or not. I'm not ashamed I date online. Think what you will about it. I really couldn't careless.)