This is going to sound like the STUPID-est thing you've ever heard, but if you're having trouble coming to terms with your sexuality, (particularly boys/ guys girlyboys, ) then i should ask that you watch the Smash American comedy series, Will and Grace.
Will and Grace highlights some of the great things about being gay. (If you don't think there's anything good about being gay, Will and Grace will totally turn your life around!!!!
It sounds dumb, but Will and Grace REALLY, helped me. I love it, and will have it to thank for the rest of my rawking gay days!