You can't force people to accept your apologies. I know what you have said or done was wrong but it does take courage to make a thread about this. But you need to show your new you and show us you improved. If you can't take negative comments and you respond to them back to another negative comment, they will know you haven't change whatsoever! Even you say you have changed and more mature, you need to prove it to all of us then maybe we will all start to like you again
No need to make a poll for this as it may have a negative result and it will make it worse for you as I know for a fact it will hurt you more and you will answer them back to make it worse. I am not saying any more then this comment so. Good luck ~