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[CursedHeart]

my first boyfriend when i was 15 was 27 he was a rapist and a pedophile and sexually abused me for a year by manipulation i thought i had to because we were in a 'serious' relationship and you had to make 'sacrafices' now three years on i cant be happy. cool huh ?

[Moose]

I saw this on Degrassi! Uhh you better do something or there won't be any evidence left...

[Bef]

In a way i was in a similar circumstance. Cept my boyfriend was 16 and i was 14, we had a sxual relationship by my choice at first but he liked to be in power. Sometimes he would force me into it in a rough way. But i thought i loved him. I also became pregnent with his baby when i was 14 and had an abortion. He destroyed me completely. I went off the rails, got into drugs, kicked out of school. That is the reason i attemped suicide not so long ago.
It's been a year since we split up and i dont go out in my home town anymore to avoid him. He hit me, broke my nose.
I know how u feel, im only just getting councilling and starting to see a physc and going on anti depressents since i attempted suicide.
I just want to meet a guy who treats me right, who i love but i don't seem to be able to. My friends are all either with there boyfriends/ in work or busy with school and don't have time for me. I feel all alone.
i want that special someone who will help me finally be happy.
Just had to get that off my chest...

[Not-Thrilled]

It's terrible hearing about what you 2 have dealt with being so young. I myself, can't understand how males, predominantly, can be so violent towards their partner. I just don't get it. I would never force a girl to have *** it's so ****ing crazy. I hate guys that are after one thing, they're so ignorant and messed up. The ones that beat their partner if they don't want to, or abuse them, they need help. If anyone ever did that to my sister, I would put an axe in their head.

[Bef]

My brother and me fell out over my ex, he wanted to beat the crud out of him but i loved him. Wer ok now... ish.

[CursedHeart]

it was three years ago and i dont care about evidence, i cant have *** with anyone any more.. ive been in my current relationship a year.. .im so messedu p

[MsTanya]

Such a horrible thing to happen to someone so young

[Cool-kitten007]

Oh god thats awful, If your still bad Why dont you ring up the help lines they are in confidence too.

[Rebecca]

Cal... you've had it hard.. the best thing that could happen is that your life gets better from now on

[Digital]

my first boyfriend when i was 15 was 27 he was a rapist and a pedophile and sexually abused me for a year by manipulation i thought i had to because we were in a 'serious' relationship and you had to make 'sacrafices' now three years on i cant be happy. cool huh ?

Forget the past and start over.