Right,I'm going to make my old thread again,seeing as I got little help and it was closed due to arguements,please don't argue or I shall have to report
Yeah,I'm soo happy with the presents and everything I got and all and the dinner and today has been ace. But I still think there's something missing. Over the past few days my heart has been aching cos I was an idiot to Kassie right. And I still soo much luv her and miss her. But I did some pretty stupid stuff and I can't make her forgive me after what I did. These past few nights in bed have been hell. I been thinking of what we had and I miss it soo much, I just have been so . I am lucky to have such a great friend[smiddy] who I've been able to talk it through with. But I've just got that feeling in my heart that is empty and I really don't like it. Kassie was my longest relationship in over a year and it really meant something to me. I can't take back the things I said/did or apologise enough. I just miss her soo bad. I'm such a -youknowwhat-. I'm glad Tom has been there for me,I know I can talk to him and he won't tell a soul!There is kinda no point to this thread but I thought I should get my feelings out in the opening.