Well, i feel a little nervous posting here.
Anyway, I'm 13... and I am attracted to men much more than females. I find some girls pretty but i am much more into the whole idea of, well men.
School is such a vicious place, your not accepted if your not classifed as "normal", whatever crap that might be. I seem to force myself to not be attracted to men, but everytime I see this one particular boy, it is all thrown back in my face.
I'm really nervous, and shakey whenever i talk about it... I wanted to speak to someone about it, yet at the same time I dont. If you know what i mean.
I hang around with girls, way more than boys. I have about 2 male friends really.. I don't know why. But most of them call me a "poof" and so on anyway. My best friend is Charlie, I really wanted to tell her basically everything. I did sort of hint to her once, but she didn't get it. About a week ago i told her a secret and she blabbed it out to someone...
I just really wanted to say somthing, any advice?